The truth will ALWAYS set you free. It’s been a liberating week. Things may not be exactly rainbows for me, but I’m happy that for others it’s beginning to fall into place.
Liberating, and tough. You’d think I’ve gotten used to the floor-just-disappeared-under-my-feet feeling but trust me, it still gets the better of me. Truth hurts, but there’s no point in lying about the same stuff over and over again. Who knows, telling the truth now may actually bring something good. And I’m glad the decision I made DID bring out something good. I may have been wrong a year ago; yes the damage has been done. Saying the truth now doesn’t correct the mistake, but it brings a closure to that open wound that’s there but everyone’s trying to ignore.
If you reading this have any inclination as to what I am talking about, then the answer is a definite and solid YES. Yes, to whatever question you have in mind about what happened to us. Yes, if you’re asking me if I’m accepting “defeat”. Yes, if you’re wondering if I’m genuinely happy for the union of two souls after everything that threatened to bring them apart.
It’s a secret I won’t be taking with me to my grave - or at least I’ll keep on denying to my grave. What’s the point?
You might be thinking I’m playing the bad-girl-getting-sympathy card. I’m not. I’m not expecting sympathy or praise from those who knew what I was doing was wrong from the start. The more that I’m not expecting friendship from the hearts I’ve hurt. After all, one of them might have taken my name off his list of friends; the other.. well, she couldn’t seriously want to be friends with a bitch like me, right? So I just wanted to set the record straight, for whatever purpose it may serve.
If this ever reaches your eyes, take this as a sincere congratulations and a wish for the best. And to the rest of you, please leave me in peace. I mend on my own - I always have.
“What God has put together, let no man put asunder.”
Happy weekend everyone. :)